Monday, October 21st, 2019. Howday.

  • I usually type these things in the morning or during the wee hours, but I woke up late and didn't have time. And then last night I was just out of it.
  • I've been in Fitbit challenges since April. Some (most) weeks I do pretty bad. Saturday, however, I just stepped nearly all day. 45k total. I didn't really have a reason for it. I just started early and did it for most of the day. Got in a groove, listened to music, got some sun.
  • I'm still feeling the after effects. I was definitely drained yesterday.
  • I may or may not be typing this in bed right now on my phone. Hence no cover photo on this particular post. This post is bare bones blogging. All text. No glitz. What up.
  • Anyways. I teased a couple topics yesterday for today's post. One being how I feel about the dating scene right now.
  • How I feel about the dating scene is honestly not the best right now. I still haven't been on any online apps since last year. But the stories I see or hear from people I know or from people online... it's the same thing I encountered whenever I was on them.
  • From... catfishing to the damaged variety to people who were just on for validation reasons with no intentions to actually meet up. All the same things that I experienced.
  • Not to say there's not good people on the apps. There definitely is. It's just increasingly difficult to find them it seems.
  • I'm not really having the best time meeting women in real, everyday life either at the moment.
  • With all that said though... I feel like I'm in a place I haven't been in in years. And that's the idea of being okay with being single. Possibly forever.
  • Whenever I had relationships end in the past... I just tried (as unhealthy as it was) to force myself to get over the previous person by dating new people as fast as possible. Definitely not the best idea.
  • I'm okay with being alone now. And have been for a long while now.
  • Do I miss certain things here and there? Of course. I'm human.
  • I have feelings like everyone else.
  • But it is what it is.
  • I have myself to look after.
  • If I meet a cool woman. It'll happen.
  • If not. That's okay, too.
  • If you're a cool, single woman and you're reading this... dm me on Instagram.
  • If you're asking if I just advertised datin– yes I did. I figured it's worth a 1/10000th shot. This is my blog at the end of the day.

Until tomorrow... thanks for reading.